i wonder after my o's and secondary school life what would i be doing.
i just finished my prelims today and i'm just sitting aimlessly not knowing what to do.

free? will i miss my classmates and that familiar view from my seat at the back?
will i miss classes and the fun we have during recess, the food at the canteen?

will i change and become someone who desperately tries to be part of the "cool" people?
will i become someone i don't want to?

so afraid, so afraid.