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Thursday, April 30, 2009



LOL priceless.
i realise its kinda nice to have something to refer to. when you're old or something you can look back on your blog archives and find out what you were doing on the same day on the different year.
i used to have a longgggg list of archives, but i was so stupid to delete all the posts. oh wells, now i guess i need to start all over again.

today was the start of exams, i was so tired i couldn't get my ass outta bed.
english was pretty okay. situational writing was about a proposal on a overseas cip trip. english composition was on the one word topic "free". i copied the story from rice without rain and made it into a composition. copying stories as usual. what i do best. hahah
chinese was rubbish, i was using the electronic dictionary the whole time. don't know what i'll do without it. i hope i wrote the letter and composition the correct way. after all its just mid year. better make mistakes now than never.

rushed off after school to meet motherhen to go to lavender to collect my passport. woots so excited about it. excited about going to cambodia tooooo~ its been long since i went overseas. verryyyy long. motherhen is planning on bringing granddad to ipoh at the end of the year. his homeland. my homeland is boring. its just here.

can't wait for my o levels to end and my working life to begin. i'll work super super alot and earn alot alot of money so i can treat bee very well and make her feel like a real lady :D wooooots can't wait. can't wait to get into poly and then thereafter embark on a career! can't wait to get a car, get a house, be able to spend lotsa time with bee. my gosh so excited.
getting my ic and stuff is like the transition to being an adult! wooooots so excited. i can't wait to be legal altho i do illegal stuff now alrd. teeheeee.

practical sucked. physics was okay ah. simple draw straight line only. chemistry was the majorly stupid one. the unknown didn't react with any single shit, i didn't read the instructions properly, and my friend got acid spray on her hand. ouch. my delivery tube made weird noises when i heated the solution. fucking creeped out ah. i immediately wore my goggles.

after that i came home and went cycling! i couldn't find the correct route to temasek poly to attempt to pick bee up but that biatch's cca ended so late and she didn't reply me. soooo i went to hang out at the top of a random carpark in tampines. i learnt how to cycle while standing up at the same time lol. at first i DID NOT KNOWWWW. but now i do :D
saw junhao rollerblading on my way back home to pasir ris.

can't wait for tmr! spending the time with bee yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D
i cannot bowl for nuts but you can't play pool for nuts either!


aaaand.

TO BEE :
you see if i blog, i blog about my day right. and i realise its bloody long cause i blog about every single thing that happened. soo, happy reading loh.

this post is for khairunnisa binte syed ahamed marican
bloody long ah 32 letters

5:48 AM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

i remember how you first kissed me at going om, how we laid there watching the ceiling fans spin, and how good i felt, like i was on top of the world.

i remember how lazy you were when we went to the southern ridges, and how the kiss felt when we were gazing at the very red sun at henderson waves.

i remember how hard you cried, when you threw away the stuff trisha gave you.
i remember how i believed you when you said you weren't gonna think about her no more.

i remember when you were always dizzy after sheesha at going om, and the silly way you walked.

i remember how scared you were of the retard guy walking around.

i remember the corner under the void deck.

i remember how we always played photo hunt when we were at the arcade.

green apple green tea became my favourite bubbletea flavour.

i remember playing pool with you, with your retarded fingers.

i remember singing to you on the phone, since it made you happy.

i remember always spending the last one hour before i sleep with you on the phone or messaging you.

i remember that time at the top of ehub's carpark.

i remember cycling with you at east coast park.

i remember staying out with you, walking around town at 3am in the morning, and falling asleep in macs.

i remember how you fell asleep on my lap in the resident's corner and how i smiled at your moving eyebrows.

i remember us crying together at pasir ris park.

i remember how i ran away from your cousins when they suddenly arrived at going om.

i remembered how adorable you looked in tudong.

i remember how i got stuck in your house when your sister came back suddenly.
i remember how i got stuck in the toilet in case your sister came in and how sheeryn asked "auntie nisha where your friend go" when i ran out of the door.

i remember how you got wet after we borrowed the umbrella from eunice after playing basketball. i remember your adorable smile even tho your ass got very wet.

i remember your hand in mine. and you trying to be the bung.
i remember the fragrance of your hair and your hugs.


i was never ashamed of you.














i and trisha are two different people, i'm trying my best to make you happy.
guess it didn't work

1:03 AM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

the person living upstairs just started drilling about 2seconds ago.
FUCK YOU AHH NOISY.

my mom dragged me out of bed and sprained my arm this morning.
walked to school and started sweating like mad alrd.
global warming! why don't we have airconditioning in school. its would be much better right! damnit.

art was okay i guess. moving on to my board5.
i don't like peanut butter so zuhaili gave me hotdog bread :DD so kind, so kind.

basically today it rained and we pespired like swines.
what's this buzz doing around about swine flu?
mad cow, swine flu and bird flu. lets just all be vegans then.

i found this super cute muaythai shirt for babies. super adorable. its my new masterpiece on the wall :D

everything is wonderful today.






LOL I COULDN'T TAKE IT

12:04 AM

Monday, April 27, 2009

i enjoy dancing in my chair when i feel down.
makes me high.


shaaa everything is aaaa- okay

*acts oblivious and floats away~*


beautiful - snoop dogg ft pharrell

6:47 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009



my god gasp again.

2:38 AM





hooooleeey fuck.
nicole resembles a certain someone hehhehh.

*gasps for breath*

1:46 AM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

everything is going well :D

i'm just sitting here alone
looking back on all those things i've thrown
for the better or for the worse
now for you that's all i'm worth

those things i've said in the past
i hope it'll disappear fast
all that matters now it you and me
with this love so true as true can be

doesnt matter what you've said
those words that were stuck in my head
now i entrust you with all my heart
please try not to tear it apart

lets see how long we'll last
i already gave you all my trust



shabalabadingdong

12:42 AM

Friday, April 17, 2009

todaaay was a bloody long day. i hate people wasting time during ncc ah. wtf plan plan. if you want to plan, take the free time you have to plan when you're apparently not doing anything. morons
rmb ahhh ncc lovelies, to maintain your discipline always and to behave no matter what happens. if they treat you bad you can tell me :DDD

passing out is on tuesday, i think i'm gonna cry. altho its only been this long that i've known the part b people, i feel that we've really bonded. *cries*



rushed after sch back home to meet someone and someone who was at macs watching meg and dia. tmr meeting minah again! free puff puff the dragon woots. :D

mid years in a few days. 2 weeks? revision is going well :D


i'm enjoying myself.

9:17 AM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

hello biaaaatch. blogging for you ah. what to say. cant wait to live with you. aaaand, psst don't tell khai. lol *inside joke*

4:56 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009

i shall blog to entertain some bored people.
yesterday was meeting up with meiling and fel day and momo came along.
before that we went to play bball with eunice. and QIJI for lunch. i changed my fish for sausage. mmmmmmm yummy. *drools*
and we played spot the difference in the arcade.
it was a sweeeet day.

today was a boring day. the only highlight was that i bought a flower, and i got 23/30 for my composition. aaand chinese oral. i think i failed.

i have nothing else to say and therefore (dot dot dot) this is the end of my post

its time to keep track on how my life is going. mid year soon, better buck up

1:35 AM

Friday, April 10, 2009

nothing better to do in class so i did self marker tattoo. blah if i become a tattoo artist i have no other alternative career to embark on ah. decisions oh decisions.

speech day on thursday, rained but we still marched and did our best :D


my gosh ah. last night was by far the best night i've ever had for such a long time :D
i really really missed my brothers ALOT. and therefore ( dot dot dot) i have mood to blog!

met huijia, meiling, felicia, leo and manxuan! slacked, played arcade and played murderer, laughed like fucks as usual, and got some stupid police matter ah.
stupid old fat ahbeng cheebye want to slap our face. retardeddddddddd.


meeee gosh can't wait for jamming tmr wahahahahas.

plus! bought a bag from the army store at white sands interchange there aaaand a cap from bugis.

the badge was an extra i added on lol.

can't wait to see momo tmr too.

8:08 PM

Saturday, April 4, 2009

can't be bothered to update.
you don't really wanna know how i feel.

11:12 PM