shiats ah just now i thought my paper was at 1230, so i slacked at home. who knows after i checked my timetable its 12pm. fuck man i ran all the way to school. shitty feeling. i forget everything i read laaa feck.
chem's dead. now i need to worry about my art D:
went to slack with zafrul hidayat liangying lester reub sheep donn and brandon at white sands just now, then to get baby's sport shoes. blah so damn bloody hot. now i'm comfortably at home woots~
just waiting for bee to get back from cca~
i've been thinking about life, how bee talks to me about relationships and stuff. i've never bothered to think about how to be, i just take things as they come. even if i plan, in the end i won't follow what i've planned. two words to describe me - boh chup. heck care
blah i can't wait to finish my o levels, get into poly and have some fun. work will be really fun!!! and i want to introduce muaythai into temasek poly hopefully. i wonder who are enthusiasts in temasekpoly alrd. i cant wait to earn money, to get my own car or bike or some sort of vehicle, then my own house~ ahhh shiok.
but i feel like i don't want to grow up. i remember eating by myself when i was young, in the kitchen alone for long hours talking to myself.
i would taste the food on my plate, one by one and comment to myself, as if i was a food critic. i would talk to myself before i went to bed, pretending my bolster was my girlfriend :D
those were the silly things i did, and those were the times i really was carefree, with so much free time to do whatever i want and really think about what i want in the future. seems like when you grow up you have less time to appreciate things, food is often gobbled down, you tend to fall asleep once your head touches your pillow.
the older you get the faster time runs out and the more it scares me. however, the journey is important, and its all about who you spend your time with.
and i can't wait to spend my life with bee :) you may think its to early to say, but i think i really will never ever be able to forget bee. being her is such a different experience, it tugs so hard on my heartstrings but in the end all that matters is me being able to be next to her, with her head on my shoulder and hand in mine, i feel like its all that matters, i feel like i'm on top of the world.
arguements and quarrels are inevitable, but being together with her its nothing i've ever felt before. call it cliche but i think its love!
hopefully all goes ACCORDING to plan!~
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