wheee.

jach you are stupid

can't change the fact that you still think of trisha, but. i'll try my best, this feeling's unbearable.

bloodyfucking tape ripped out a piece of my skin from my back.

pain both physically and from the heart.
ugh. i'm having that feeling again.

heart's gone.

i shouldnt have read what was in the blog.

i learnt how to play mahjong better. wahaha i feel so accomplished.
i have a angmoh lookalike nephew named Ethan. super cute la, he wanted to go shopping :D

photos up later.

romeo meets juliet :D perfect love story

i'm sorry i'm not able to entertain you at certain times.
i'm sorry i dont seem as interesting.

but one think i'm not sorry about
is how much i love you.
guess i'll be never be something like how she was?

arghhh i want to shave a side of my head.

i'm glad to know that you love me so much, cos i do too.
mooomoooo :D

i promise to never make you cry
i promise to protect you from harm
i promise to always make you smile
i promise to remind you to be punctual

i promise to do anything i can for you with the best of my ability

all cos i love you.

as you can tell, i'm in deep deep sweet love.

on sunday, i learnt how to go to tampines mart.
on monday, i learnt how it was like to miss someone alot.

just now, i learnt how to feel with my heart again.

hello heart, you came back. :D

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2 3 4
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2 3 4
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.

lying next to you, watching the ceiling fans spin.

I love you more every day.
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind.
Your way into my heart, you did find.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
If i become just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end...

its good to see that some people have moved on fine, and shifted her attention to her bestie.
good to feel that you didn't do anything wrong or did anything to hurt someone, when leaving a relationship.
good for her!

and good for me!

*pats my back* you've done all your homework and not be unmotivated and lazy! :D
good boy jachy.

CCA open house. everyone's obsessed with the rewards and not the experience.
isn't the experience all the more special and memorable?
the new generation, tsk tsk.

i just spent my time walking around carrying a fake gun :D


RUN BABY RUN!

I love you with all my heart,
I wish we werent so far apart,
Thinking of you makes me smile,
And want to drive all those miles,
So i could just hug you,
And tell you how much i love you,
I love you with all my heart,
I wish we werent so far apart.

I wish I were your pillow,
So you would hold me tight.
I wish I were invisible,
So i could watch you sleep at night.
I wish I was the sun,
So I could warm you with my rays.
I wish I were the rain,
So I could brush upon your face..
I'd wish on every star,
To have just one wish come true,
So I could be with you.

Dark days become sunny
Frigid days become warm,
Rainy days become cloudless
And lightning got wiped away from the storm.

Oceans sing,
Rocks cry out,
Mountains roar,
And tree branches shout.

The stars fall
Right out of the sky.
The moon winks
And the sun went dry.

All because you said one thing
All because you said it true
All because you made me smile
All because you said I love you.

revived a blog once again.
much has happened since i last blogged. stuff for the better :D

just thought i'll write something nice.