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Saturday, March 21, 2009

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say "Yes.'"

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

Oh, oh.

7:53 AM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

i enjoyed myself today.
ATM CARD TWO PHONES NASI PADANG LIME JUICE :DDDDDD

all for free~ mother mother mother woots.
separate my brain into two. ignore ignore ignore!

sometimes ignorance is really bliss~ better not dig or else you'll find something you dont really want to find out. CURIOUSITY KILLED THE FUCKING CAT

6:26 AM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

I can see it in your eyes, you're scared
All these things they force you to do aren't fair
I'm here to chase away these tears
And baby we can chase away these fears

(Because)sometimes baby you fall on your back
But girl you're three times the lady I'll ever have
And you know, you know it's true
This is a fight I refuse to lose

And I'll run (and I'll run)
Have a little faith in me
You're scared and alone
And I'll run (and I'll run)
This is where we both break free
I'll bring you home (you home, you home)

I can hear it in your voice, you care
Let me run my fingers through your hair
I'll keep you company at night
And baby I'm here to make this right


my wishful thinking.

10:17 AM


inner peace.
i shall not rant.

7:34 AM

Sunday, March 8, 2009

hmm. with the hole in my leg i can't continue muaythai anymore. then... let me start on.. FLOORBALL AGAIN :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

12:20 AM


i am alive!

12:16 AM

Thursday, March 5, 2009

fuck you man this is the most fucked up week so far.
stupid bunch of gongs called FAMILY. people say you should love your family blah blah, they got you this far blah blah.
fuck ah, which family insults you until you feel like a piece of shit. they tell you you'll never achieve anything in life, you'll be a road sweeper blah blah.
well, what do YOU know about success BITCH. you think you're so great being some stupid nurse that has no qualification? OVERWEIGHT AND UNDERPAID. you have no fucking right to judge what i am in the future. i'm working hard for my future now, and i'm FUCKED UP with the stupid attitude you're giving me everyday when i return home from school. never ONCE in my whole DAMN LIFE, have you ever praised me. nooooo, not even when i got full marks for some stupid test that everyone failed. and not when i did well for my PSLE, not even when i worked so hard to pass my fucking math in sec two, not when i scored well for the recent common test. NOOO. NOT EVEN ONCE. so shut the fuck up and go somewhere else to stuff your fucking mouth so you'll fucking shut up.
i'll never achieve anything in my life? when i get that fucking o levels certificate i'll fucking LAUGH IN YOUR FACE. when i start working DON'T COME AND LIVE WITH ME. if you're so smart go fucking life with your stuck up bitch another daughty cause she'll never get fucking married ANYWAYS. so now just SHUTTHEBLOODYFUCKUP and go talk to the wall.

stupid prissy bitch.

and a gong gong father that scolds people FOR NO FUCKING REASON. which let his son become the SCUM OF THE WORLD. why not you go fucking nag at the one who's going astray instead of ME. so fucked up, its not like i'm the youngest which implies that i cannot achieve anything in life. FUCK OFF MAN. i come back from school and i talk to you nicely, you're the fucked up one who throws a tantrum AT ME. and you expect me not to retaliate? what am i, YOUR DOG?

and fuck all of you who bully my dog. one day i'm gonna fucking go over to your face and give it one fucking tight SLAP.
its your stupid BITCH DOG that keeps bullying him okay? its your stupid BITCH DOG that keeps barking like a rabies infected BITCH, not my dog. so FUCK OFF.

12:56 AM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

on second thought ah, fuck you ah FUCK YOU la idiot fuck. don't print thing for people don't print ah! I CAN PRINT SOMEWHERE ELSE FUCKER. fuck you FUCK YOU. cheebye people want to lend to print right treat people like a fucking dog, you think i have to beg you to print meh? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. hope you never get fucking married cause no guy wants a fucking petty stupid FUCK like you.
ask you to buy fucking printer ink for fucking 4 days you say i never inform you when i need it. WELL FUCK YOU, I NEEDED IT 4 DAYS AGO YOU FUCKING FUCKER. in case your stupid STINKING BRAIN DIDN'T NOTICE AND FUCKING INFER.

fuck you ah fucking hell go use the fan somewhere else ah! don't come and sit and blow your fucking ugly dry grass hair that drops so fucking lot in the fucking gutter and makes the toilet so fucking disgusting. FUCKING STUPID FUCKING BITCH. NEXT TIME DON'T COME LEND LITERATURE NOTES DON'T COME LEND SOCIAL STUDY NOTES ALL OKAY. YOU THINK YOU'RE SUCH A BLOODY BIG FUCK IS IT. so smart go and print yourself ah, so smart go and buy stupid fucking textbook yourself ah! FUCKING SHIT FUCK YOU FUCK YOU BLOODY FUCKING BITCH! STUCK UP FACE IDIOT. NO WONDER YOU BECAME A TEACHER, CAUSE YOU'RE A BLOODY NOISY NAGGY BITCH! NO WONDER YOU'RE MY ELDER SISTER CAUSE YOU'RE SO FUCKING FUCKED UP THAT YOU CAME OUT FIRST!

FUCK YOU DIE FUCK YOU DIE FUCK YOU DIE BLOODY BITCH. _l_ _l_ DOUBLE FUCK YOU.

you can't play the guitar CAUSE YOU STINK
you have no boyfriend CAUSE YOU STINK
you have pimples CAUSE YOU STINK
you are dropping hair CAUSE YOU STINK
you are a nerd CAUSE YOU STINK
you can't play the piano either so don't pretend you know how to CAUSE YOU STINK
you wear your pants high CAUSE YOU STINK.
you have a BITCH as a pet CAUSE YOU FREAKING STINK
you sleep alone in your poor little room CAUSE YOU STINK
you throw tantrums for no reasons CAUSE YOU STINK

you're a freaking prissy nerd pimply oily dry STINKO BITCH





jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesuuuuuuuuuuuuus christ. i feel better now. this is the reason people blog.

PLUS. I AM GOING TO BUY MY OWN PRINTER YOU STUCK UP BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2:34 AM


have you ever wondered why people blog.
so why do i blog?
lol. i don't feel sad or emotional.
i feel... pretty much nothing.

life is so incomplete with you so far away from me.

2:26 AM

Monday, March 2, 2009

yeeah i got a new desktop background xD
pictures of you~ pictures of me~
when i stare at pictures of you it makes me smile like a dong dong~
makes me miss you even more!

FIVE DAYS IS NO BIG DEAAAAAAL

3:05 AM