hey ho and a merry oh!

fought fought fought. but now we're alright :)

went to meiling's birthday bbq! bought her a domo bag :) glad she likes it alot.
had a ton of fun! me and leo trying to save a fire while fel and ling cooking sausages lol. epic. its called bonding!
it rained throughout the night.. cried a lot, but oh well :)

blog more nxt time! time to go sleep, tmr need to do art omg chiongxzxzxz.


i love you bee!!

Now would you leave me if you're father found out about us?
Do you believe me when I tell you, you the one I'm loving?
Are you mad 'cause I'm asking you 21 questions?
Are you my soul mate? 'Cause if so, girl you a blessing
Do you trust me enough, to tell me your dreams?
I'm staring at ya' trying to figure how you got in them jeans
If I was down would you say things to make me smile?
I treat you how you want to be treated just teach me how
If I was with some other chick and someone happened to see?
And when you asked me about it I said it wasn't me
Would you believe me? Or up and leave me?
How deep is our bond if that's all it takes for you to be gone?
And always remember girl we make mistakes, to make it up I do whatever it take
I love you like a fat kid love cake
You know my style I say anything to make you smile

went to meet bee and simphoni for expo sale yesterday:) some small IT fair or something.
then simphoni went and me and bee had no idea where to go!

so we decided to look for Chuachua at bugis :) went to iluma and played the cool american arcade upstairs. hummer :) bee was like "omgomgomg i'm going to puke" lol. adorable.
stared at some balloons disappearing in the sky, while waiting for fel's bus to arrive.

guess who miraculously appeared? SHAAKIRAH. omg scare the shit out of me. i just pretend i don't know anyone! wahahahahaa.

then fel went to work, heard sad news that skf's grandma passed away :(
cheer up kimfang!


then me and bee went to east coast. but we stopped at the wrong place so we walked for about an hour to reach the food place. couple bonding lol. we ran and walked and hop and whatever. :)
yummy seafood! kailan and stingray and chicken wings~ and coke then i ate a coconut!! :D
wonderful meal :) then we walked to find the bus stop tgt :)
i love friday!


then today, woke up early in the morning to go and pray... (forced)
then went to cut my hair, and off to Putien at TM to celebrate mudder's birthday. the food was okok la. but exp like hell. I PREFER EAST COAST! :DDD

then me and papa came up with a evil plan to buy sushi WAHAHA. so we went to fairprice and bought milk, sushi and hamhamham :) yummy. then vroom vroom back.

now i'm awaiting my cheesecake to get back home, and bee is celebrating Shaakirah's birthday at some sheesha place i think.

k i'm stinky and sticky i think i should bathe. bathe alr, play mafia wars then do art and do math!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAAKIRAH AND MY MUDDER!

today's practical was good!
goodbye goodbye goodbye

racism.

i overheard some people talking about Singapore Idol, and this girl, lets just say A, is a malay girl, and she likes contestant A who is chinese. and she tells girl B who is also malay the she wants to support contestantA. but girlB says "why, support melayu la"

i don't like racism. i have friends that are of other races!

i don't like any form of discrimination either. yeah i admit i've called a specific guy "gay" just cause he's like a sissy but his character is shit, but i realise its kinda wrong as well. to associate gay with a bad character.

hopefully discrimination against homosexuals will stop, just like how racism has died down since the olden times. now usage of "niggas" and other slang is no longer offensive, as even african americans use it on themselves.
hopefully one day people will not use "gay" or "faggot" or "lesbo" as offensive words.


omg the constant reading of "To Kill A MockingBird" is affecting me personally :DDDDDDDD

thankyou aaaaall who wished me happybirthday! :)

thankyou reub for waking me up in the morning. "eh come down awhile i got smth to show you"
LOL classic lie. THANKYOU BRO! <3 :D

thankyou CHUAMEILING for coming down to meet me :) thanks SKF for coming down and adding to the fun :) thanks LEO for coming down :) and thanks to i-forgot-her-name also lol.

birthday~
on sunday went to eat crab and some zichar from th stall at central with family :)

monday
went down and slacked with reub in th morning :) thanks bro.
bee got angry at me! but i managed to use my charm to turn her around :)
girls plus shopping equals a very happy girl, so therefore we went to orchard~
baby wore the rainbowish skirt that i like :) but her shirt was abit off. so therefore i was so wonderful to buy her a mango tank top! black. PLUS ITS XS. OMG HOT lol

met meiling at bugis :) then skf and we went to haji lane for sheeeshaaaa.
shiok balls but i nearly blacked out when i stood up. had no idea why but i felt like fainting. thereafter i got high so its a different story hahaha.
had this forfeit thingy, to french kiss :) i enjoyed it, and bet the others enjoy it too lol :)
leo and the -i-forgot-her-name came down thereafter and had to kiss on the cheek. hahahahaah

had fun~ thanks everyone for coming down :)

most of all, thank you darling :) ninemonths!

"all the single ladies, now put your hands up"

*WAVES WILDLY*

shitballs i'm single again. :(


i love her so much, yet she let me go.
"i don't want to be your gf anymore"
yeayeayeayeayeay
blarhglbarhblahrblarhg







SUCK BALLS SUCK BALLS

for fuck's sake.
you dont even know what i like and weve been living together since the day i was born.
dont tell me we're gonna celebrate shit when you dont even know what i like.
going out to eat? i dont even like the stuff you like to eat.



i'm feeling so down now like i'm sinking into the depths of a bottomless sea.
i wanna talk to you bee. but you just ask me fuck off.
you're the only person i can talk to.
then fuck off i will.

hello all/ no one.
damn its been a long time since i blogged. six days! magnificent. i usually blog things immediately after they happen, but i guess i've changed!

alright so let me recall the things that have happened these few days.
actually honestly i dont rmb. lol.
all i remember is that i've not been in school since tuesday. i went for monday but decided to stay at home to mug on tues.

but yesterday i took a nice break, and went to snow city and science center with beebee :)
met her early in the morning to have some macgoodness breakfast, then we were off to jurong wooooooooots. my second home. went to chinese garden, and i saw the places i missed :)
then off to science centre! it was cool, there were new stuff like the sound exhibition and yadah yadah. its to attract people since its remained the same since dunno how many years ago. and the ticket prices have dropped drastically lol.

and the electric chair freaked me out :( i'm not a wimp! who wouldnt be afraid of electricity.
saw the fountain that me leo and hj played the last time we went there.. memories man.

went to snow city! i thought it would be fun so i was excited. i was trying to hide it shhh. lol
okay la it was kinda fun going down the slope. cameras not allowed inside the place, damnit they're just trying to earn money. yup so no pictures of us in snow city.
bee tumbled down the slope once so after that i was too freaked out and afraid she would get hurt so i decided to stop lol. and we got outta there. the pictures were too ridiculously overpriced and unglam so no pictures!

went back to science centre to check out the body exhibition. and the body works exhibition is coming soon! omg i wanna go see that one :) after eating my happy meal at macs, we decided to walk to the mrt.
which the closest was jurong east :) poor jurong entertainment centre was like a dead place. nothing was inside, but the building was still there. memories... outside long john silvers, the bubble tea place, the library, the emergency exit where so many memories were shared. blaaaaaah. on our way there there was a fire, the kaypoh girl wanted to see so we had to walk all the way there and back. lol.

after science centre went to far east plaza, and then to bugis street. bee got the hot hot hothot skirt i like girls to wear :) long but sexaaaayeee. and she got her womanly bag hahahaah. :) i likeeeee. mmmm. hahahaha.

then slowly on the train back home.. something happened! i was playing with her ring then i dropped it. lol idiotic i KNOW. so i was looking at the floor and below seats to find it. it wuz like i was looking under people's skirts lol. then i found it! after this guy left his seat and i sat down and looked under it, the ring was there! YAY. then this angmoh woman talk to me. hahahahahaah~ i was so happy i found it i kept trying to contain my smile :)

then back home! :) nice nice nice nice day.

thank you bee bee for celebrating my birthday in advance many many days ago too :)


tmr is cutting cake day, but i'm not even excited! blah. i've been asking for a electric guitar since i was like dunno how many years old, and its never arrived. makes me think of how much my family members even know me. they know nuts! sucks.
and i know no one will rmb my birthday.




its just another day...

shutup and study.




"you'll never amount to anything if you continue being lazy" *smack on the head*

i want to do the things i love.
but an invisible force is pushing me down,

i used to do everything with you.
now you're gone, i don't know how to go about doing things alone anymore.

sibeh sian. my mothers keeps nagging. like as if she knows any shit.


argh shut up shut up SHUTUPPPPP

L1R4 of 16.

wtf. when did muaythai become a fucking trend.

now all the idiotic twits are going "omg that guy's so hot i wanna join muaythai"
wtf you join muaythai just to see guys?

go and screw yourself sia. fuckers

hello all~
yst went to meet bee to go bugis and walk arnd~ then met meiling and ferly to walk arnd~ and go to golden mile.

MAJOR PORK ISSUE.
next~

i got 73/100 for my combined humans. (yay!!!)
and sucky results for math, at least i passed. so means more work for my math.
and okok results for chinese, mostly lost in my essay. so therefore i need to do better to get my A1.
and physics! 62. pretty good compared to my constant failing. so i need to buck up :)

work hard work hard.
food now woots. so hungry

friday - went meet up with the bros, went jamming!~ met jaz. (is that her name) lol.
thank you bee bee for taking the effort to stay for so long with me :) i love you many many :)
it was fun hanging out with bros after so long. and MX, and meeting meiling's friends. esp the gay dude. funny ah he! :)

sat - stoned at home cos i woke up at about 5pm and it was so dark. sposed to be mooncake festival but whaaaaatever la. lol

sun - waiting to eat and dunno do what then go to meet bee~

tmr there's sch :(

i wonder after my o's and secondary school life what would i be doing.
i just finished my prelims today and i'm just sitting aimlessly not knowing what to do.

free? will i miss my classmates and that familiar view from my seat at the back?
will i miss classes and the fun we have during recess, the food at the canteen?

will i change and become someone who desperately tries to be part of the "cool" people?
will i become someone i don't want to?

so afraid, so afraid.

hello all / nobody~
went out early in th morning today, for photography trip with the guys.
donn didn't go, pangseh kia. told norv his mom dont allow, told me he was sick!

and norv was still sleeping at the time we was sposed to meet.
k nvm moving on, went to city hall and esplanade then to clark quay to take pictures~
all on facebook~ and i stole a sign that says " emergency access point"

went to ehub and left norv and his friend, wilson i think. the guy i see every morning waiting for his gf.
watched the guys play battle gear. tried once. hard like hell. thn went to meet bee to eat mee soto :)
then back home.

tmr physics then maybe going to meet up with my brothaaaaas :)