i remember how you first kissed me at going om, how we laid there watching the ceiling fans spin, and how good i felt, like i was on top of the world.

i remember how lazy you were when we went to the southern ridges, and how the kiss felt when we were gazing at the very red sun at henderson waves.

i remember how hard you cried, when you threw away the stuff trisha gave you.
i remember how i believed you when you said you weren't gonna think about her no more.

i remember when you were always dizzy after sheesha at going om, and the silly way you walked.

i remember how scared you were of the retard guy walking around.

i remember the corner under the void deck.

i remember how we always played photo hunt when we were at the arcade.

green apple green tea became my favourite bubbletea flavour.

i remember playing pool with you, with your retarded fingers.

i remember singing to you on the phone, since it made you happy.

i remember always spending the last one hour before i sleep with you on the phone or messaging you.

i remember that time at the top of ehub's carpark.

i remember cycling with you at east coast park.

i remember staying out with you, walking around town at 3am in the morning, and falling asleep in macs.

i remember how you fell asleep on my lap in the resident's corner and how i smiled at your moving eyebrows.

i remember us crying together at pasir ris park.

i remember how i ran away from your cousins when they suddenly arrived at going om.

i remembered how adorable you looked in tudong.

i remember how i got stuck in your house when your sister came back suddenly.
i remember how i got stuck in the toilet in case your sister came in and how sheeryn asked "auntie nisha where your friend go" when i ran out of the door.

i remember how you got wet after we borrowed the umbrella from eunice after playing basketball. i remember your adorable smile even tho your ass got very wet.

i remember your hand in mine. and you trying to be the bung.
i remember the fragrance of your hair and your hugs.


i was never ashamed of you.














i and trisha are two different people, i'm trying my best to make you happy.
guess it didn't work