hello. its been long since i've blogged. so long not being able to use the computer, now i see how some people have grown up and shit.

so yup. dumdeedumdumdum *twiddles thumbs*
thats all for today i guess. lmfao

hello earthlings!
waiting for reunion dinner now. i'm not bothering to help lol.
i guess this year is a very different one for me. finally understanding the hardship of earning money.. whenever i wanna buy stuff i contemplate, cos using the money is like chopping off a little bit of me lol. the long hours i spent to earn so much money...
everytime i hand money to cashiers, a little part of me dies inside... lmao drama much.

just a quick update.. i'm in communications and media management at temasek poly, i'm working at earle's swensons at t3 (and loving the job and the people there), i'm still attached to zena yong, two months and counting (lmao) and thats about everything thats going on in my life. i'm getting by just fine..

not particularly psyched about chinese new year, i'm the youngest of this tier of relatives so the others are like married with kids. my cousins are like old people. how to talk like that?! nothing at all to relate to.. since young there was alr a communication breakdown. so blaaaaah nothing to look forward to. except the ang pow money lmao.


alright thats all i guess. life goes on, if the old doesnt go, the new wont come.

i love you baby :)

i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.
i'm confused, i'm trying my hardest to forget you. you're happy with him, you said you love him.
i have to move on and let go of that tiny thread of hope i have.
i'm with her now, i need to love her. she loves me so much, i'm such a jerk to have let her down. you've warned me before about this, now its coming true.

i'm never the picture perfect person you thought i was.
i'm sorry to do this to you.
and i've no idea what you see in me,, i'm totally not worth the time.

i just wish i'll wake up tmr and everything will fall into place.